i have a post that ive been ruminating on for a few days now, nothing too exciting, just updates and whatnot. things that have happened since the BFN...im just trying to convince myself that it isn't too boring to post!
im doing better, happier, more peaceful. mostly blue skies with scattered showers and the occasional severe thunderstorm. last night was a stormy one :o(
please throw some hugs and support towards Single Infertile Female. she got a BFN today after her first IVF (though she did donate her eggs twice when she was younger), she was so hopeful and sure that she was pregnant and really, so was i.
i hate to see it end like this for her.
im doing better, but ill never forget the sting of failure. thinking of her and anyone who knows that hurricane of pain tonight.
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There is such pain in the loss of hope. It destroys our innocence and willingness to believe that things will be better.
I'm so sorry to hear about your friend. I will stop by and encourage her. And I'm glad you're ok. I hope tonight is a good night.
So sorry to hear of your BFN, stormy skies are to be expected, but I really wish it did not turn out this way for you. You will be in my thoughts!!!
Hurricane is an appropriate word to describe it isn't it?
Thinking of you, too. Good to hear from you.
I am so glad to read that you are doing better despite the stormy days. But unfortunately, you know grief - it comes and goes when it wants to. Just wish that when Grief walks out the door, the door smacks it on the arse on the way out...hugs to you.
Glad to hear that you are feeling a little bit better. This journey sure is a rollercoaster ride. You've been through so much, but you still have the strength to give support to others - you're a strong lady!
i'm glad that you are doing better most days. i've been thinking about you a lot lately.
here's to continuing blue skies.
~hugs~
Hope is one of the hardest things to lose/grieve. I'm keeping you in my thoughts, and you know I am here.
Remember its always darkest before dawn.
Thank you so much lady. I didn't see this one before... I guess I'm still coming out of that fog. Thank you...
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